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An Addicts Wife

The wife of an addict

Personal,drug,story,recovery

 

This is a poem I have written to my husband who is currently incarcerated for crimes he committed to hide his heroin addiction from me.  He is clean 19 months this month.  Would you please publish this poem on your website it would truly be appreciated.

Thank you for your time.
Sincerely, an addicts wife.
 
 
A Heroin Addicts Wife:
 

From the first time I laid eyes on you

I knew you were the one

To have for better or worse

In sickness and in health

We will always be as one

 

We have lost so much through the years

And have learned our lessons through our tears

All the hurt and all the lies have left us in despair

For your love for chasing the dragon

The love that makes your blood run cold

That controls your whole body, your mind, and your soul

Having the dragon come take your soul, is one of my horrific fears

This is the dragon that you have sold your soul

I have cried many nights, with no one to hold

With an empty feeling, a feeling of being alone

The passion you have for this dragon

I will never understand with all that I am

 

For this dragon is so evil, and wishes your demise

This dragon knows your love; it sees the glimmer in your eyes

The love you have for this “Faceless Affair”

Have left these feelings of hatred and despair

For this love you have for this dragon I can not compete

I can‘t handle the hurt, the sneakiness, or deceit

As it is tonight, I look to the stars, in the sky, above me

If I could only be granted to have just one special wish

I wish I would wake from this hellish nightmare

 

To my husband, I choose to stay

In your time of need, through the darkest of days

To be, where as a wife should be, standing right by your side

Some feelings I have, I in fact have to fight

For your love for this dragon, have two different frights

For the fright of the venom, even more for the bite

I will not watch you die; I will help you through this fight

Those demons, birthed from the dragon, which lies deep down inside

These are the same demons for you sold your soul

 

My faith in you is ever so strong

For only you can fix what has gone wrong

You are my knight in shining armor

You’re the love of my life, which you will stay

For our love is a love that only happens once in your life

So cherish that love that can’t be taken away

Hold close to your heart to what you already have,

Try to be careful for what you may have to say

For you will never know what will be from day to day

 

So live for today, for it may be your last

Learn how to forgive, we all have our pasts

For this self inflicted disease that you call a habit,

Has taken us to hell, because you just had to have it

We all have our skeletons, we all have our faults

But this disease has our dreams, bringing them to a halt

 

For you have sold your soul to the devil, and he will choose the time

Unless you change your perilous ways of life and crime

I would pray to the lord above, and ask for one last time

To help you to defeat those demons that run through your veins

Before they beckon your soul, for it would be a mortal shame

You are stronger than you think; and I will never know your pain

 

The one and only true love, this man I chose to marry,

To stand by as your wife, the weight that I must carry

The love I have for you, will always give me courage

To help you get through these darkest of days

And I will pray to God, those demons won’t take you away

For I will help see you through until the end of this horrible voyage

To find the self-esteem you’ve lost, and to help find the courage

 

For I am the only one who really knows you, the only one who cares

We are together forever, and forever I am your wife

Don’t let those demons take your soul, make sure to win the fight

You are my knight in shining armor, and forever you just might

To fight and conquer these demons, the ones that hold your soul

This battle that you have to fight, will be a battle for your life

 

I know I said it before; I want it to be forever

To spend the rest of my life, forever as your wife

For you my one true love, you are the only one for me

Who can save us from this painful, hellish life.

 

I miss your smile, the glimmer in your eyes, your gentle touch

The way you kiss and caress me and the way you hold me tight

You have a special way with loving me, it truly means so much

For these are the precious moments that I think of every night

The only thing to do is to wait, until you do your time

For your love for the dragon has brought you to a life of crime

Only then we will be together forever till the end of time.


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